Until I See You Again

Oh child, precious one Let your life shine like the sun

But you say

“How long ‘til I can come home‘Til I can rest in your arms again”

And I say

“Not long but don’t miss this life and I’ll be Waiting ‘til then”

Live with the wonder of a child

Pray with your arms thrown open wide

Love with a love that has no end

Until I see you again

Oh child, precious one With each breath know you are loved

But you say

“How long ‘til I can come home‘Til I can rest in your arms again”

And I say

“Not long but don’t miss this life and I’ll be Waiting ‘til then”

in memory of my little girl Asarelaha Janae Mogul

Your life, however short lived it may have been, has impacted my life so greatly. The thought of the beautiful little girl and amazing women you could have been will never be forgotten. I have dreamed about you often. Not a day goes by that i dont wish you where here with me. I think of all the fun we could have had together. Dresing you up in cute little outfits, your first words, your first steps, your first day of kindergarten. Talks about boys when you were older, first dates, first break up, getting your drivers liscnse..... I wish so badly I could take it back. I want more than anything that i could watch you grow up. Im sorry I never gave you that chance to live. I, your mother, the one who gave you life, also gave you death. I was selfish and scared. I pray that you will find away to forgive me for the horrific thing that I have done to you and know that you are loved and that It is because of you that I now know God. It is because of you that I promise to try and help as many people as I can from making the same mistake as I have. I know you are in heaven looking down upon me and i know that our Heavenly Father is taking care of you. I wont let you down. One day when i have more children I will tell them of their sister before them. I know you would have been a good big sister. One day I know God will reunite us. Until that day Asarelaha, I live my life in memory of you.

love,

your mother